Monday, 9 May 2011


Don't you just hate it when you don't prepare and you fell like your always the last in the race
i mean i feel like I'm going to be the last in the family to have a baby (out of the older lot)
i mean my older and younger cousins have had their babies this year.
next thing you know my sister and the younger lot will be preggo (id actually scream)

maybe its me maybe I'm just not prepared enough i mean i hardly even done the the deed this cycle i just hope i still have time otherwise I'm in or going in to the two week wait with absolutely no hope at all

I'm just trying to be RELAXED which was working up until now!!!!
was i just too RELAXED or am I just getting bored of trying if so how? i mean i want a baby like mad

was not too sure if dh was feeling the same thou as he is toooooo RELAXED
so i thought id test him i told him that i had gone back on the pill and had been on it for three weeks now
well that was a bad idea he looked like he was going to cry and said tell me your lying but i thing the grin on my face said it all so now i feel like I'm not in it alone he does want a baby and is not just going along with it to make me happy

I'm going to say it now need ttw to be over so i can go onto next cycle and try harder sex every day haaaaaa

will be busy this week so at least i wont be thinking about it 

1 comment:

  1. awwww dh wants a baby too!! Now you know you're not in it by yourself. :)